It started with a dare. Lena and I had been dating five months, and she had this way of pushing buttons. Not the cute, flirty kind—real buttons. We were in her apartment, her new place with all the gadgets: padded cuffs, whips in the closet, a cock ring I wasn’t gonna touch yet. She grinned over her wine, lips glossy, and said, “Ever worn one?” I choked on my beer. “Yo—you mean like… for real?” She nodded, already opening her laptop. There it was: a pack of white, snug-fit diapers. The kind you’d never guess were on unless someone told you. “Tonight or never,” she said. My balls twitched. Hell yes.
She made me lay on the bed, hands over my head. “Relax,” she said, tossing the pack aside. The wrapper crinkled loud as she tore it open. That smell—sterile, clean, nothing like baby powder—and the chill of the material against my hip. Her fingers pressed the edges together, sealing me in slow, deliberate motions. I wanted to move but couldn’t. The elastic snapped tight around my ankles, then the waist. “Feel that?” she whispered. I nodded. It was constricting, but not painful—like a really firm hug. She rubbed my thighs, and the diaper squished under her touch. “You’re so fucking wet already,” she muttered, and I felt it then—the wet spot blooming against the absorbency, a warm, heavy spread that made me want to whimper.
She tied me to the bed next, wrists and ankles spread eagle. The diaper was the only thing touching me except the cold sheets. Lena grabbed a paddle. Swung it once across my chest, and I yelped. “Shh,” she hushed, fingers finding the diaper. She pressed down, hard, and the compression felt incredible. It was like she was crushing my cock, and the more I thrashed, the tighter it got. “You like that, don’t you? Letting me control you.” I didn’t reply. Could barely breathe. She spanked me a dozen times, each slap bouncing off the diaper’s padding. I was shaking by the end, a mess of pride and need.
Later, she flipped me over. My face was flushed, hair a mess. She lubed up her fingers and teased my hole while her other hand stayed on the diaper. “Soft and squishy,” she cooed, circling my ass with light pressure. I bucked against her, and she squeezed, letting the diaper clench me like a vice. “Let it fill you,” she said, and I didn’t get it until she shoved two fingers inside me, slow and deep. The diaper squirmed underneath, a second fullness I couldn’t escape. Lena laughed when I bit my lip to stay quiet. “Shout for me,” she ordered. I did. Hard.
Afterward, we cleaned up. She peeled the diaper off me like it was a second skin, her hands cold where they scraped over sweat. “You want another?” I nodded so fast. She smirked. “Tomorrow, we try it with the camera on.” That stopped me. “Wait, what?” She kissed my forehead. “Relax. I’ll upload it to fetish-porn.video. Just for my collection. You’ll be a star.” I hated it. Loved it. It’s the line I live on.
Next time, she dressed me in a cute one-piece with a bow in the center. Called it “training.” I wore it under my clothes to work. Every time I sat down, the diaper squeezed my junk, and I’d freeze, trying not to picture my boss seeing it. Lena sent me texts: “Wet yet?” or “Lean forward in your chair.” At lunch, I spilled coffee on the diaper. The heat seeped in slowly, and I had to run to the bathroom, panting, to squeeze my legs tight and keep from dripping. By the end of the day, I was throbbing, the diaper soaked and heavy. She met me in the alley, pulled me against the wall, and licked the waistband before unclipping it. “Smells like my office,” she said, and I shot my load in her hand.
We started doing it in public. Parks, bars, her best friend’s birthday. Once, we were in a club and she made me wear it under my jeans while we danced. Every time I moved, the diaper pushed my cock up against me, raw and perfect. Someone grabbed my ass in the club, and Lena hissed, “Mine,” into my ear before slapping my cheek where the stranger had touched. “Wetter now?” she asked the drunk guy. He laughed, and I couldn’t decide if I was embarrassed or turned on more.
Last week was the coldest. Lena dressed me in cotton pajamas and a diaper with a belly pouch. We recorded a video for femdom-fetish.video, where she called me “baby” and “good dog.” She let me fill it twice, each time holding a hand over the leak-proof shield and pressing down until I screamed. Then she sat on my face while the diaper squished in my mouth. Tasted like nothing, just a sterile bite to it all. I swallowed when she said, and she laughed. “Such a good little eater.”
Now, I’m hooked. Not in the “I-want-her-to-stop” way, but in the “I-want-more” way. I bought my own diapers. She says I’m hers for life, and I probably am. Just don’t tell my mom. We keep it in the room with the whips and the ball gags and the camera that watches everything. Maybe one day she’ll put us on. Maybe not. But when she straps me in and says, “Let’s train,” I’m hers. Always.
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